[text message from 'jedi' dec 8, 2003 00:16]
since we met online, everything leads me to you.. gnite indira :')



++ FEELS LIKE FALLING ++

darn ... yesterday i switch sim card with Lia and i lost all of my unsaved sms. hated ercsson when they did that to me. i cant really tell how i feel after that sms. i've tried not to get confused or anything. my mind keep on telling me about what he's been doing to me, back and forth. i got traped inside my own thinking.

talked about so many things with mom. especially about what happened to aunt audrey. her fiance is going to get married in 10 days. and he never told her about anything. he just left her, he just simply walk away from her, after they once made a commitment and a promise to wait for each other. this thing puzzled me more. in the days where i'm also having that same kind of problem, one of my aunt is going thru the same thing. she got so depressed. i can understand what it feels like.

listened to mom's story about her, i cant bear not to cry ... and thank God, madre understand.